follow up to throwing in the towel

will get prices within the next week. Just going from bad to worse. Temper is out of wack again. In the last month. I have broken the drivers mirror on my car. Kicked the rear door in because gas station was closed. Ripped interior mirror and wiring out. Through it against the windshield. Busted the cover for my sunroof. Put fist into stereo. This morning shoved a pair of pliers through leather passenger seat. I am out of ideas for this anger issue. Tried meds, therapy. Diet. I hate being like this. My job doesn't help. Working third with three of four hours of sleep a day. I know others have it worse. I just can't take this temper any longer. Thank you for everything. You are truly a one in a million group.

See a new Doctor..... You need to have the medications your on reviewed and changed, plus again have another doctor look at your testosorone.

Seek HELP NOW.....

I been on multiple meds. Just can't find the right one. Will seek new doc. I hate being angry. I want to be passive. I am afraid I am going to hurt one of my kids or kill someone. At 6 2 250 pounds with alot of years of martial arts. It's not good when I loose it

Dave if work is bothering you that much right now you might have your docter look into FMLA family medical leave act for you.Have they ever trid you on abilify or seroquel,anything in the atypical family of meds? Have they considered bi polar disorder.Just some questions you might raise with your M.D. if this has not already been covered with with him. Ward

Dave just becareful and try to keep a level head Bud.

Listen, I'm no doctor and don't like telling people what to do but do your family a big favor and get in to see a new doc immediately.

We're all concerned and pulling for you.

family doc is sending me to ER for imediate help. I just took 6 clonazapams. So now I feel mellow. Told him I was going to end up killing someone. Work would do the fmla, but it's without pay. I hate whining on here, but my Dad is gone and so is my Mom

DAVE.We're all grown men and women on here.It isn't whinning when it comes to someones health.I take it very seriously and so does everyone else on this forum or they wouldn't reply to you.I can tell by the person you are you would be replying to me if the shoe was on the other foot.My mom is bi-polar for over 60years now.I think I know a little about it.Dave your not alone.we might not be doctors on here or have all the answers but we are great listeners,and sometimes its more than just car talk that we know about.Ther are some very generus hearts on here.Dave glad too see you are getting some help,but please don't break off communication with us.No matter what it is we will respond.Dave my cell number is 336-215-1571, 24/7 .Michael Mitchell

Dave, hang in there buddy. What kind of Doctor are you seeing? Are you seeing a Psychiatrist? If not you probably should. My friend suffers from sever suicidal depression and had no luck seeing his regular Doctor. Once he started seeing a Psychiatrist he was put on several different meds that stabilized him, he's a new man now. X2 on what PROSTREET said, we are here for you. don't think you are a burden, if you need something just ask.

Keep your head up Dave. Like they said above, if you need anything, just give a shout. Here's my cell if you need to talk. 406 431 3265. Anytime.

I appreciate all the offers for phone calls. I really do. I am just shy and not a big phone person. When at the bash I usually just walk around and don't say much. Not to be rude. Just very shy. I have a wife and two adorable children. So suicide is out. If kids were younger maybe, but son is eight and even if wife got a new hubby. He is still old enough to remember. Thanks again everyone. Back to this being a big block forumn. Bruno delete this thread if you want.

Hang in there Dave,have you tried Church and Prayer?

been down to my knees in tears begging for Gods guidance alot

Chin up Dave! If at all possible hang in there. Just an FYI, but I got your new intake manifold done and looks beautiful. I'm pleased, and I'll get it back over to Jet Boat Bob's as soon as I can. Remember, it's already paid for.

Charlie

I'm sure it does look beautiful. Your work always does. Maybe that's what I need is pics of my actual parts.

Dave Maxwell wrote:been down to my knees in tears begging for Gods guidance alot

Keep it up Dave. He hasnt let me down yet.

Tony M wrote:

Dave Maxwell wrote:been down to my knees in tears begging for Gods guidance alot

Keep it up Dave. He hasnt let me down yet.

X2 here Dave.

X3....The Lord can and will help you. Once you start feeling angry just start saying his name.."JESUS" over and over and over.........and over. Still praying for you.

X4
Don't give up on God he will answer your prayers sometimes we are looking for the answers in the wrong places.One way that helps me when get down I get my Bible out and say a prayer for him to help and open my Bible and start reading normaly I have my answer in no time but so times it takes awhile.Maybe this will help you some.God Bless You


Jim

I get a day off this weekend. So finally get to see my wife and kids for more than an hour. Hopefully I can get my head out of my butt long enough to have fun. Usually Daddy wants to watch tv and lay around. To tired for much else. Alot of monsters this weekend

well lost temper again. I am leaving. Thanks again everyone.

Dave come on over to the 460 chat room talk with the guys might help get your mind off them thoughts.